Everyday moves as always, waking up late, take a bath then take breakfast. Today me and Akmal went to uncle Shabudin's house to get my chocolate that I asked Hj to buy for me from Labuan. Thanks bro for buying it ;-)! Since we are already there I took the opportunity to take a few liters of Kangen water from their place, of course with the permission of Hjh Norly, again thanks guys for letting us take your Kangen water. After talking a little bit with Norly, we went home cause aunty Lily wants to go out, have business outside I guess!
                                At home, I finished my laundry then doing some room cleaning, also another routine activity during this long holiday. After Zohor prayer, I did some sewing since there are lots of my old clothing that need to be sewed, but I only manage to sew one which took almost an hour for me to complete! What a slow sewer I am! Only after I finished sewing it that I realised I sewed it on the wrong side of the night gown! Well it's just a night gown, no one will see it anyway!
                                What am I suppose to do with my life? Sometime I feel happy the way I am. But there are times that I believe that I can do more and better! But what exactly is that which I can do more and better? I am a teacher, and most of the time I love being a teacher, but sometime I do believe that I do not destine to be a teacher. What I love most since I was a child is to be involve in business, you know selling things and anything that to do with business transaction. In fact I've been trying my hands on business since childhood until now! But not much success, probably because I did not put all my effort and mind in it. Most of the time I was just like doing the business that I am in now as a part time time job and also more like a charity job! Why did I say charity? This is because I do it to help others who are less fortunate than me to get extra money by helping me to sell all the things that I want to sell so that they can get commission from their sale. But to tell the truth I don't really get much profit out of it, in fact I don't make profit at all since most of my customers are paying in instalment! So I almost cannot use the money I get from the sale as the rotating cash flow since I can only get them in two or three months after I sell it to them, and sometimes there are people who did not pay at all! Still I continue doing the business simply because I just love doing business. Funny isn't it? Well thats it for now. In fact I wanted to write more, since I feel like I can keep on writing, but I haven't perform my Asar prayer, so really heve to stop. thanks for reading...;-)...

Morning we went to Al-Jabbar therapy, after that we went for lunch before going to Likas since Akmal is going to join Nuanis for mathematics tuition. So many things to do and yet nothing much is done! Holidays make people go lazy, I admit that! Ermmm what to do ah? I guess once and awhile just indulge ourselves with the urge to be lazy kan? Relaxing and be happy is really needed, so I guess I think I should be happy with whatever situation I'm in, and the truth is I am ;-)! Yeay, I am happy!
                                Well azan is already on air, gotta stop now. Till then, see ya!

Billionaires hope...

Walking down the memory lane makes me remember so many things that I did as a girl, then as a teenager. One thing that I love most is remembering my entrepreneurship aptitude that I have since I was a little girl. I still remember as a primary school student, I used to collect mangoes and make mangoes pickles and sell it to my friends and even to my teachers at SRK Petagas! Then as I move on to my secondary year, I started selling 'nasi lemak' and curry puff to my friends and other students. But after my Co-op teacher found out about it I was warned not to continue selling as it interfere with the school Co-op sells! What a challenge I caused even as an ordinary school girl then. After that, I didn't straight away stop my love of trading, so I signed up myself with the Avon company, and now I became a cosmetic sales girl! Hahaha...not really a sales girl, but a business girl, yes, that's it, an aspiring business Girl!
    Now as a teacher, I share my stories with my students, though it doesn't seems much, but I want them to know that life can be wonderful and adventurous in a very positive way. I still have fun and at the same time busy counting my fortune even when I was just a school girl, as I know my time was not wasted doing something stupid, rather I used them in a very constructive way. Thus I really hope that my students will have something to ponder upon when I told them my stories. There is nothing to brag about, it's just something ordinary that every ordinary people can do. They don't have to do something extra-ordinary to get what they really want in life, simply being an ordinary teenagers, a bit of curiosity, a blend of guts and of course faith, whatever they want is not that difficult to reach. As long as they have dream and make their dream as their guide for success, anybody will definitely be able to find success in their own right!
    Well, whatever it is, it goes back to the teenagers to really decide what they want in life. Though we honestly meant well for whatever we did or said as an adult, most of the time it was misunderstood by them. I honestly hope that they can see from the deepest of their heart that I or any other adults meant well for them, cos we also have been there before, being teenagers and have lots of confusion, so we know how it was. Thankfully we manage to go through all those insecurity in life and here we are today. May be not as successful or glamorous as we want to be, but I honestly feel glad and grateful for what I have now! I might not be a millionaire, but my heart is full with billionaires hope for all my budding students, hoping that all of them where ever they might be, will find success and happiness in finding themselves. With that I wish us all happiness and found whatever we look for in Life.

Embrace difficulties and comes out of it as a 'Hero'!

We always tend to sigh and experience so many ailments when we are facing difficulties, not because we are really sick, but we thought may be by thinking that way we won't be feeling really guilty of being in that bad situation! Sound awful isn't it, but I did think that way sometimes! Probably most of the time! For instance, when suddenly we feel so lazy going to work, though we are not sick at all spontaneously we feel sick, and therefore we didn't go to work! What a shame! But it's true and it happens all the time.
   How do we go about with this kind of situation? Any idea guys? Well, I myself do not see any clear way on how to clear myself from the clouds of mind which sometimes darken my day even when the sun was shining so bright! But eventually I do come to terms with my own dark side. Whatever that may come our way, may it be good or even bad, there will be no short cut to deal with it. All we need to do is to stop, analyse the situation and embrace it. Ups and downs in our life is just natural. Why should we fight with it? Accept it. Deal with it.Or simply just follow the flow where it is going to bring us. Whatever it is it won't be that bad, beside no one ever fall to the sky! We only fell to the earth where we can simply get up again, walk and continue as we use to, isn't it? Thus whatever that troubles us, believe me it won't last forever, unless you want it to be that way! At the end of the day it is always about how we take things and digest it the way our mind want it to be. If we think that everything that comes our way is just an intervention, or a test that will make us become wiser, stronger and courageous, why not embrace it? After all, it will put colours to our life and make it even beautiful and meaningful, instead of dull and meaningless! So, eventually I realise that it is us who makes our life difficult NOT the life we keep on blaming for the troubles that we have or had.
   So wake up! Stop blaming others or looking for something to blame on, instead be a 'Hero' that you deserve for freeing yourself from all the craziness that have been engulfing your life all this while. Smile and be thankful that you are still alive and be able to set straight your own mistakes. You are your own 'Hero'! Yes!

Something to think of...

It has been awhile since I last wrote here, and today is the sixth day of Syawal 1433H. Suppose to be moving around since it is still Hari Raya, unfortunately I'm not feeling well since yesterday, thus still at home and trying to write something just to fill up my time in a productive way hopefully. Everywhere we hear people are having 'open house' which is a sign that Malaysian are still blessed with harmony which we as Malaysian should be proud of, and I'm truly proud being a Malaysian, though we live together in a multi-racial race and ethnic, yet we can still live like One family, which has become the envy of other nation! Isn't it great and such an honour?
        Those who are still ungrateful of this blessing that we have, should stop and think for awhile and compare ourself with those who are in fact living and staying in their own country and yet living like a fugitive! Always running and hiding for they are afraid and scared of intruders who are now ruling their country, is that the life that we want to live?! I guess not, unless of course we are already losing our mind!
        Lets us together keep this harmonious and blissful country the way it is and work hand in hand to make it even glorious! Have a wonderful day ahead everyone :). Take care, till we meet again....

Lost...

My..I have so many things to share, but when it comes to writing suddenly everything seems gone! I kind of lost them. Strange isn't it? When you're not sitting in front of your lappy everything seems to be swimming into your brain. Sometimes you can even see it and feel like its real. Frustrated is the right word for me now. I really love to be able to share my stories but unfortunately my brain seems not responding to my desire. How could I ever be able to realise my dream?

Do I have to sit at the beach, listening to the slapping of wave at the white sand, and smell the salty air while watching birds flying across the ocean before I could write my master piece? Inevitably beach is definitely my favourite place.If I simply want to unwind I'll definitely choose the beach to go and relax myself. Maybe I'll jog along the beach barefooted just to feel the rough sand walking hand in hand with the wavy salty water to massage away my weariness or even my tiredness. Such an invigorating feeling!  How I wish I was really there at the beach running along the sandy beach, then I can go to my favourite satay stall and ease my famish growling belly! Later, I can watch the sun goes down and watch the beautiful sunset. It will be much wonderful if there is soft music to accompany the so beautiful scenery. Ermm it will be so perfect! I could hear the music of the ocean like a lullaby to my ear, soothingly bring me to a wonderful dream. Sleep will come soon as my head is readily looking for a soft spot where I can lay it for a short nap. Softly I could hear from afar the sound of calling for all Muslims to go for prayer...my sleepy head suddenly is no longer sleepy. I have to go now as my prayer mat is waiting for me to perform my prayer. Will continue again hopefully soon...and hope ideas will be swarming like bees to my head so that I can write more, insyaAllah. Wish me luck! Bye for now..take care.

TO LIVE HARMONIOUSLY, NOT TO RULE!

Time is always on our mind. In fact now while I'm typing this all over Malaysia is talking about when is the time for another election! Quite a big question there, which will be discussed, whether you are in to politic or not. Everybody is entitle to be discussing it. But how far can we talk about it? That is another question, not that we are talking that it is against the rule to go further, but whether it is necessary or not! I mean to talk about the election.

I see a lot of people are trying to take this opportunity to come with a lot of opinions during this pre-election time. Some are quite motivating and of course some are simply looking for faults of others. Talking about faults; most of us are only creative and motivated to look for as many faults of others as possible, rather than be looking for our own faults and try to mend it! It is okay to look at others fault but not to judge nor to criticise, instead take it as the edging point for us to measure our own fault. No one is perfect, but is it the reason why we cannot change to be a much better person? True to change is not easy, but we still have to do it even though it might hurt us, it is inevitable and something quite natural to us human. But of course it is for the better. Definitely!

So what does it to do with election then? Well I'm not so sure about that. Probably election is the time when people especially politicians are making their own reflection, and see how far they have accomplish what they have promised or vowed to do during the previous election! That could be it, isn't it? Thus it will lead to changes, not necessarily to form a new government, but probably to make a few changes here an there, that could include changes of representatives to each party that will be participating in the election with the hope that it will bring new perspective to the party vision and mission! Well we still have to wait and see, hopefully it turns out well, with no chaos that will only jeopardise our country integrity, harmony and definitely our well established uniformity. I appeal to all that we should embrace our harmonious state and let it be forever peace in our country. Life is too short to waste it for things that will only ruin our humanity, when we should be working together hand in hand to build a great nation for all TO LIVE HARMONIOUSLY, NOT TO RULE! We already have our great ruler, that is ALLAH SWT, simply follow whatever Allah has told us to do, insyaAllah everything will be fine and falls at it's place accordingly.

TIME..is it enough?

What a day! So many things to do with so little time to spare! Is it really true? I mean the statement. We always complain of having not enough time to do or complete our every day tasks, whether it is with regards of our daily work as well as our personal needs. The truth is each and everyone of us have the same 24 hours a day, seven days a week, thirty days a month and 365 days a year!
   Some of us manage to get and accomplish their work and desire within the time limit or even faster than that, and yet most of us would sigh and groan that time is always not at our side! Why is that? Do you feel the same way too? Cos' to be honest I do feel that way too once in awhile. Come to think of it, I felt so ashame of myself, when a lot of people who has the same amount of time in their hand can accomplish so many things, and yet we are still struggling even to finish a single task which is so common to us!...(to be continued...)

'HUMAN MAGNET'

Today I watched TV something on motivational talk. I believe most of us have heard this phrase 'Smile, and the whole world will smile with us'. It looks so easy and I believe that even a little baby can do that! But how many people do that? Sometimes, just because you have a little money, some sort of a title etc. then we start to show some kind of attitude that we are not suppose to have, cos that attitude only suitable and right for the almighty, that is Allah SWT! 
The truth is, we can be a very lovable person if we simply follow what our beloved Rasulullah S.A.W. had advised us to do, that is to always smile. It cost us not a single cent, nor does it burden us at all. But again, most words are easier said than done...though for some it looks so easy, but for some it could be a dreadful experience to do! Why? Only the person who said it knows the reason! Every individual has their own mind...but as loving committee members, we should give our piece of mind so that what is wrong can be straightened. Not that we are better than them, but if we know something better, why not share it with others? True, not every one will agree with us, as the saying goes 'we can't satisfied everyone needs', but it is not wrong to try. I know for sure that I'm no better than the rest of us, but I believe that it is our obligation to be able to help one another. Helping not necessarily in terms of energy or monetary, but giving ideas is one of them.
So how can we be a human magnet? Well once again I have to say that smile is one of them! Just give it a try! Yes sometimes it is not easy to smile to someone that you barely know, but by doing so, you'll see the magic ; how in an instance the person that you smile at will definitely smile back at you! Well, even while typing this I  am smiling :). Till then, Smile. InsyaAllah, if not the whole world, at least your own self will be smiling and the effect that you'll get is that you'll feel good the whole day!....shMD